1. Lately I think I'm gettin too old for clubs and I've decided I like the laid back lounge type atmosphere a lot more.
2. I'm facing 4 felony charges coming up in February or March and even though I hide it well I'm actually stressin pretty bad about it
3. My biggest problem is I can't seem to be satisfied with anything I have in life. I have a good paying job that's easy as hell but still I constantly find myself trying to make extra money and getting fucked for it. It's like if I don't always at least have some dirt under my finger nails I'm just not happy.
4. I'm picky about women to a fault, I've got really high standards and a lot of times I think that makes me shallow as hell, but for whatever reason I still can't lower my standards even a little bit.
5. My favorite food is by far chinese, I eat that shit at least 3 times a week. (the chinese food up north is so much better then the chinese food here in the south, ya'd think it would all be the same)
6. I have an ego the size of Texas that's been here since I was a little kid. Nobody can tell me I'm not the best thing walkin on this earth and that's caused me more then a few problems in life more then once.
7. I love the beach at night but hate it during the day. Just somethin about the wind and the emptiness, the sound of the water and all that at night.
8. I'm the life of any party I'm at but truthfully I prefer bein alone. I tend to put on a show for people and hide how I'm really feelin. When I'm alone I don't have to entertain anyone and I can just chill and think about shit.
9. I don't trust people at all until they prove to me they can be trusted and even then I still have problems trusting them.
10. I'm runnin outta shit to write so my favorite color is white, I just love the crip clean look of white clothes and shit.
11. I hate being misunderstood and having my words twisted from their true meaning, I'm a flat out honest person and I say exactly what I mean so don't try and tell me what I
really meant.
12. I like to say I'm a lover not a fighter but in reality I get into a lot more fights then your average person. I wish I had the skills to just walk away like some people but I feel like a pussy if I try that and I've gotten myself into shit that's over my head because of having to constantly prove myself to myself.
13. I've put a lot of bad shit on this list so one good thing I can say about myself is that I know for a 100% fact that I'm a magical lover. I can fuck, flat out, it's a gift.
14. I love almost everyone here at WBW. I get a perspective on life here that I can't get in the streets. When I talk with people here I actually feel normal cause we talk about normal shit. In life it's just all money or beef talk. Coming here has opened my eyes to a whole other world and that's real.
15. I was raised really old school and I've got a code of honor I live by. I don't hit females for any reason. I'm a great friend who will die for anyone I've got love for. I like to take care of my woman and I do have to be the man in the relationship. I don't snitch, I would do life in the box before I'd ever put someone else in the box in my place.
Hope I didn't write too much. Thanks FeFe for openin up this topic(5 stars). Feels kinda good to have sat down and typed out 15 completely honest things that I usually wouldn't tell anybody about. It's almost therapeutic. Anyway, ya'll stay up out there, keep your heads held high. - Swiss.
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