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Originally posted by VeraLynn

It's been shown that people who make fun of other people to put them down do it because... they are not comfortable with themselves.

oh..yeah.. I'm sure that is true. And I don't say shit trying to sound like I'm Mr. All Together. The person I need to laugh at the most is myself. I'm just fascinated with people's deepest motives (such as unresolved anger towards moms) and I find WBW to be great for observing (and gestalting myself ). Plus...when I get pissed at something ...I need to look at that issue.

Actually I find it curious how you like to respond to all the stuff. Why do you think that is????

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Originally posted by caribonz

oh..yeah.. I'm sure that is true. And I don't say shit trying to sound like I'm Mr. All Together. The person I need to laugh at the most is myself. I'm just fascinated with people's deepest motives (such as unresolved anger towards moms) and I find WBW to be great for observing (and gestalting myself ). Plus...when I get pissed at something ...I need to look at that issue.

Actually I find it curious how you like to respond to all the stuff. Why do you think that is????

The funny thing is, in most of my own pictures, all I see is the something like the shadow of hair I missed when shaving or how wierd my nose looks. More often than not, half of the photos I don't even think to post are the ones the photographer (whot took the pic) will put on his portfolio as one of his favorites. I am my own worst critic.

I respond in part because I feel that nobody deserves to be ignored. I'm not above anyone - in fact, one of my biggest pet peeves are people who put me on a pedestal and think so highly of me they are NERVOUS around me. Another reason is probably because as a child, people made fun of me and from about age 6 until about 14, I honestly thought I was an ugly and worthless peice of flesh. Regularly coming home from school crying in my room, bruising my own thighs with my fists until hyper-ventilating while my parents don't even bother to ask if I'm okay even thought I KNOW they heard me is not healthy. I refuse accept people's rude insults and take them to heart anymore. Instead, I respond and (try to) show them just how immature an assinine they are being, because they sure aren't making me feel bad about myself anymore. I'm over that.

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Originally posted by VeraLynn

[reply=caribonz]
oh..yeah.. I'm sure that is true. And I don't say shit trying to sound like I'm Mr. All Together. The person I need to laugh at the most is myself. I'm just fascinated with people's deepest motives (such as unresolved anger towards moms) and I find WBW to be great for observing (and gestalting myself ). Plus...when I get pissed at something ...I need to look at that issue.

Actually I find it curious how you like to respond to all the stuff. Why do you think that is????

The funny thing is, in most of my own pictures, all I see is the something like the shadow of hair I missed when shaving or how wierd my nose looks. More often than not, half of the photos I don't even think to post are the ones the photographer (whot took the pic) will put on his portfolio as one of his favorites. I am my own worst critic.

I respond in part because I feel that nobody deserves to be ignored. I'm not above anyone - in fact, one of my biggest pet peeves are people who put me on a pedestal and think so highly of me they are NERVOUS around me. Another reason is probably because as a child, people made fun of me and from about age 6 until about 14, I honestly thought I was an ugly and worthless peice of flesh. Regularly coming home from school crying in my room, bruising my own thighs with my fists until hyper-ventilating while my parents don't even bother to ask if I'm okay even thought I KNOW they heard me is not healthy. I refuse accept people's rude insults and take them to heart anymore. Instead, I respond and (try to) show them just how immature an assinine they are being, because they sure aren't making me feel bad about myself anymore. I'm over that.
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welp...go get um!!!! .......there is a saying in therapy - Secrets Keep Us Sick.... you definitely let it all hang out. Congrats on the virtual risk taking. I honestly hope it spills over effectively into the "real" world.

Great body. As my name indicates I do have a favored feature and do not see it.

That said, I admire your courage to pose nude. Must be very liberating.

Good for you.

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Originally posted by AssAficionado

Great body. As my name indicates I do have a favored feature and do not see it.

That said, I admire your courage to pose nude. Must be very liberating.

Good for you.

It is VERY liberating.

Here are a couple of butt pics for you.

http://www.veralynn.org/Modeling/ch008a.html

http://www.veralynn.org/Modeling/glenn0061a.html

http://www.veralynn.org/Modeling/johnsbackyard01a.html


And there are probably more linked to this page here:

http://www.veralynn.org/modelinglinks.html

Off to bed for me!

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Originally posted by VeraLynn

[reply=Dagnabbit]
She purposely made this thread for positive feedback

I made the new thread to clarify my point of the thread since everyone chewed me out over how they were only responding to the topic. It obviously did not work. I was not looking for if I am hot or not. I already realize that there are a lot of people who find me attractive, some who think I am plain, and others who like my big breasts but find me to be ugly. That's been established. I don't need to hear all of these opinions again. What I wanted was those who happen to find me attractive to put their "YOU ARE SO FREAKIN' HOT" messages in a place that might benefit me as a model. Like Maxim's e-mailbox or FHM's e-mailbox or XS Magazine's e-mailbox. Hearing just how "sexy" or "gorgeous" I am no longer improves my ego. I'm now 30 years old and my self-image is well-formed. I don't need anyone's opinion to help me feel good about myself. I'm no longer a teenager!

Got it now?
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To me those two lines above in bold are the exact same thing. Sorry if I was misunderstood.
I "got it" way back when this thread started, I even "suggested" you to maxim when you made this thread.
Its up to them to decide. But I find it hard to believe, for as long as you've been a member here, that you honestly thought you'd get nothing but mature responses to either thread considering 90% of the people here are leeches looking for porn and have the anonymity of the internet to be as rude/insulting as they wish to be.

vera... for constructive criticism... i would go with changing your hairstyle to something more modern looking if you are considering something like maxim. i think it could really boost your look a lot.

good luck.

Vera, my wishes go out to you so that you may find your big break, however I do need you to read the PM I sent you earlier tonight when you are able to.

Thank you.

And HB's suggestion does seem like a fairly good idea. As it was mentioned earlier, you have a rather 'classic' beauty. And Maxim, I assume XS as well, are currently promoting a more modern look.

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Originally posted by rainbowdemon

Vera's attractiveness, or lack thereof, is not my point. If you haven't got that by now, you never will.

well, you are right about one thing. I DO NOT get your obsession. whatever your ""point"" is, you have made it (many times over). you're not going to make other people agree with you, so why not move along??

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Originally posted by VeraLynn

I am my own worst critic.

oh really, i might have to disagree

vera, i think ya need a xanax, i have plenty to spare, i hope you are still not beatin' on yourself......

Well, I got an idea for Maxim. I was thinking you could get naked and lay down on a bed of roses. I'd get naked and hop on top of you and then they could take a whole bunch of pics. If we didn't make it into Maxim with this shoot we could keep trying over and over.

i too think you are more of a classic beauty and don't know why you would waste your time on Maxim. i don't wish to take anything away from the women in Maxim and other such magazines, but everything is so polished, and oiled and airbrushed and shadowed...it's too unreal for me. i think women look better as nature intended them and in natural light.

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Originally posted by [M

]i think women look better as nature intended them and in natural light.

not all of 'em bud.

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Originally posted by DirtFloorPoor

vera, i think ya need a xanax, i have plenty to spare, i hope you are still not beatin' on yourself......

, no, I'm not beating on myself. I have not done that in years. Many years. I have a much healthier self-image now.

New hairstyle.... that is a problem. I've had my hair cut shorter, a little past shoulder-length. It only makes it very poofy, which I would very much like to stay away from. Layering does the same, makes my hair look BIG. The length is good because it holds down the curl some and makes my hair long instead of afro-like.

HB if you have any specific thoughts, I'm game to hear them. Thanks!

I think you should get the haircut to and maybe you can try to get it chemically straightened, I think that is the only real thing holding you back is you hair but hey if maxim took you they would take care of that real fast.

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Originally posted by MoopiePooh

I think you should get the haircut to and maybe you can try to get it chemically straightened, I think that is the only real thing holding you back is you hair but hey if mazim took you they would take care of that real fast.

The odd thing is, I don't want to spend a hundred dollars plus straightening my hair, which is one of those things that makes me UNIQUE. There are a lot of women out there with very long straight hair. How many have you seen with very long naturally CURLY hair?

The curls turn me into someone with something different to offer, instead of being just another girl with a nice figure and big hooties - and that's not just my opinion, I've heard that from photogrophers for years.