
So, anywho I had a girlfriend who cheated on me a few weeks ago, the pain hurt like a stab in the heart, I spent hours listening to country music, and burning all the shit she left here. I really started to realize how much I dislike women, and it was part of the reason I made that recent thread:
http://whatboyswant.com/forum_read/4400658/1/10/
Now anyway, a little while ago we patched thing up into a purely physical relationship, I hate her guts, and enjoy showing this hate in the form of "surprise" anal sex every so often. The weird thing is, I really get off on the fact I hate her, to the point I really quizzed her on why she cheated on my in the first place. She talked about how she didn't like how weak I seemed as a man, the way I spend hours dying my hair pink and blonde and black, and dressing in the same size jeans as her, and wearing eyeliner and such, it's just part of my style, don't judge me. She said, it seemed very "faggy" which hurt a lot, I only got into the whole "scene" thing for her. It's not my fault I look good wearing black lip liner, it's her damn fault. She said I seemed like more of a "girlfriend" than a boyfriend..and she cheated with some tall jock, with slick hair and a nice car, because she wanted to "get fucked" by a confident dude. It turned out after we talked, and she seen how much I hated her fucking guts, she started to really dig me again, and we came to this whole sexual arrangement, under the one rule that I wear less lip liner, so I wear more..FUCK YOU BITCH.
So as content as I am in this purely physical relationship based on hate, I've come to realize it can't last. I asked her over the weekend what a few of her fantasies are, just so I can keep this going awhile, because like I said, sticking it to a girl I hate is pretty awesome, and sometimes we start physically fighting and calling each other names, and now as I realize this cannot possibly be healthy, it is quite pleasing for the time being. Anyway, she confided in me that one of her deepest fantasies is to be raped, having a sense of no control over the situation. She set up the scenario in a fun way, like one day when her parents aren't home, I could sneak in and rape her, but I've decided to kick it up a notch.
I have a spare key to her Grand Am because when we were dating I used to keep my school books in her trunk, because sharing lockers is bullshit. So, I texted her a few hours ago asking when she gets off work tomorrow, she gets off at 10PM..PERFECT. It'll be dark, everything else in that complex will be LONG closed. RANDOM capitalized words. So, what I'm going to do is the cliche hide-in-backseat. When she gets into her car, I'll reach around the front seat and grab her, and tell her I have a gun..and to get into the backseat. (I've been practicing angry whispering, which I'm already good at as I am frequently pissed off in libraries.) I'll pull her into the back seat and put her on her stomach. Then tell her to take her pants off, I'll fuck her, and then just as I finish, I'll scream "HAPPY HALLOWEEN!" in her face, then I can only assume we'll giggle like school girls and then go get a pizza.
So, what do you guys think of my fantastical plan?