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Originally posted by VeraLynn
My sexuality has changed lately. I think I know the cause but cannot be 100% sure. I am very open wihen flirting and have no problem flaunting what G-d has so graciously blessed me with. There is a big difference between a slut and aa woman comfortable with herself. Many women cannot distinguish between the two. I have never been one to go out to regularly sleep with strange men to gain their acceptance or for sexual gratification. THAT is a slut to me. I can't say I've been an angel, but 97% of the men I've slept with have been in a serious monogomous relationship with me at the time. I'm a big flirt and it shows in my photos!
As for he porn issue, I have porn on my computer that *I* like. I think what us women see regarding the porn thing.. is that we are not woman enough to satisfy a guy and so he has to look at pictures of other women. Back to my sexual change latey, I'm on the Pill and have been since age 15 because of severe cramps during my period without it. I haven't been as interested in sex in the last few months and it is VERY frustrating. I used to be very horny every week or two but now I just am not into sex so much. When my fiance jerks off or looks at porn, sometimes I feel that inadequacy, as if I am not doing enough for him to satisfy him. I have no worries about him cheating. It's more of an internal struggle for me. I haven't even been interested in seeing my OWN porn and it makes me feel very guilty.
I need to figure out the cause and find a solution to my change because I love being sexual. Sex is a Gift. I hope this helped you understand at least myself as an indidivual woman among many individuals.
Vera-
That is a really great post. I want to say thanks for actually reading the thread opening post (which you obviously did) and giving a thoughtful and informative response. Hopefully, I will see some more posts like this if you have more to say later, and please, let me know how your "struggle" is going and any insights that you are willing to share about that.
Thanks,
Zeitgeist
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